There are a lot of things out there that just irritate and piss people off. Traffic, cops, even those guys with cardboard signs asking for help when all they have to do is walk down the street and go to places like the Salvation Army. One that really gets to me, is when people treat you like a communicable disease because one person out of a couple has some serious mental issues. I wonder if he was dropped on his head a lot, or if he lived under power lines, or even chewed on the bars of his crib as a baby that were painted with lead-based paint. What kind of nut sack states that his wife and child are first in his life, and then spends most of the day playing a computer game? What genius implanted in his mind that the little red light on his DVR was placed there by the CIA to monitor people in there homes? This is the same ass clown that is calling my wife's integrity into question. Want to talk integrity? "I got laid off my job." Wendy's does not lay people off, dipshit. I know that better than anyone since I worked in that industry for several years. At least when I was at Arby's, I was not blowing smoke up people's asses claiming that I was in a position in management and that I was going to have my own store in a year's time. "I am scared for my daughter's safety when she is with you. I think she may get hurt or die in your care." When did your daughter have to go get stitches in her face because she was hitting someone's family pet? It wasn't with her babysitter, that's for certain. Her babysitter was called to meet you down at the ER. Who teaches her different things, like sign language, and takes her out to play in the yard? Not you, you fat fuck! You can not get off your computer long enough to do anything but eat an entire container of peanut butter in one sitting. You know how bad that is for you? No wonder your doctor told you to knock it off or you will not see your now 2yr old graduate from high school. You really have to stop sounding like you know it all. It only makes you look dumber than you really are. I have yet to hear, in 3 years, a cohesive sentence come from you that makes any sense at all. Quoting law does not make you smarter, even when you have the slightest inkling of knowledge on the subject. One day, that stark reality will come up, slap you in the face, and kick you in the balls. Even then, I seriously doubt that you will know what is going on. What I do know is this: If I ever, EVER, have to sit back and listen at how someone has to put down my wife to make them feel better about their own pathetic existence, I swear to God and all that is holy, that I will come done on that person like a lightning bolt thrown from Zeus' hand itself. I am not afraid of a little pain, the pain it would cause to destroy the knuckles on both of my hands turning someone into what my brother called a "Picasso'". You want to see fury, call my wife into question when it comes to kids or anything else she does. I dare you! See what part of Hell comes knocking at your door.

Colors

This is all still pretty new to me at the moment. But I learn quickly. Look to your left. That is what used to be a favorite pasttime of mine. I had so much fun with those that I have a Mushroom tattooed on my right arm. Funny thing about mushrooms and LSD, you would be surprised how clear some things can be. Pretty sad that some people have to be under the influence of hallucenogenic drugs to realize that there are parts of their lives that REALLY screwed up and need work. I realized that a little over 7 years ago. It only took me 2 and a half years to realize that. I think that is a record for me. Now, everyone has done things in their past that they regret, or wish had gone differently. That is something that I have come to live with, and I do not regret all of it. Just about 2 years of it. But that time, taught me a lot about people. Still more to learn, just hopefully not as painful.

Work at Home

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to work out of your home? My sister in law does it. But she makes a ton of a lot more money than I do, and is a lot smarter than I am. She knows her stuff. She can pretty much do whatever she wants in her company. But anyways, this is not about her. I love you Chrystal, but I am not swelling your head. This is actually all about me. I just recently got a promotion to RA Teamleader where I work. That is "Remote Agent". My team works from home, so I get to work from home. Sure there may be a little of a distraction. Not that big, since my biggest distraction has already told me she will be leaving me alone for the time that I am working. Rats! I was looking forward to a little sexual harassment in the workplace. What can you do, right? I am sure she is going to slap me for that, but oh well. Now, I know that it is not going to be easy to do this job now, but I know I can do it. If there are people who think I can't, just watch. I LOVE proving people wrong!